Shit Shit Shit

I know that like 99.99% of Harry Potter-viewing Filipinos liked her not but shit, she's a major chiq for me.  She reminds of the great M.

hahah what do you think?

I wish I were Cedric. (-:

As I was listening to, again, one of Gregorian Chant's songs, I suddenly felt, again, an unwanted tugging on my shirt.  Figuritively.  The very same thing that has been happening to me for the past two years.

She is the one.

For the love of God, it's been two years and still, I keep on catching myself inhaling the bitter-sweet air of impossible desire, mouth half-open, staring in utter nothingness (like the stereotypical angsts we normally read), everytime she comes sweeping my mind off this seemingly sane zone my personality has been tolerating on and off.  She's so beautiful.  She's the most beautiful girl I have set my eyes upon, I swear by the orangest robe in Tibet.

I'm smiling right now.  Oh, the mere thought of her. (-:  And the memory of the amazing fact that, when we were still both 18, she wore nothing more than flats for school shoes but still managed to shed her magical aura on me with her towering posture.  Oh help me God.  I was just in the next classroom!  And the second she almost lost her balance as we were ascending the stairs of AB.  How I saw her blushed! 

When will I get over her? 

When?

q:  Anung sabi ni O kay Q?
a:  "Pare, mag-brief ka!"

q:  Anung sabi ni U kay V?
a:  "Ang haba naman ng baba mo!"

q:  Anung sabi ni A kay B?
a:  "'Tol, pinagtatawanan tayo nina CFAD"

q:  Sinong classmate natin ang nawawala sa pagitan ni M at N?
a:  Si AA

putang ina.

Names can make us crazy.  Her name makes me the craziest.

I unearthed this picture from Emili’s friendster profile.

So brave of me to post this.  Hindi ako nagpapacute putang ina.

I was just overwhelmed with the alarmingly unmerciful fact that this was taken just barely a year ago, and I seem so young here.  My hair?  My skinnier frame?  Aging manifests shockingly rapidly.

We all look really younger here!  All of us in this photo!  Taxation?  Thesis?  Time?  Hahaha.  What is there to blame?  Cracks me big time.

I miss this look of mine.  And this look of mine alone. 

No, really, I miss her company.

No, really, I am not considering continuing typing this entry for lame fun.

Defensive?  Fuck you.